Yup, 3 days before AF is scheduled to show I am started to become a crazy baby wanting lady! I have all kinds of symptoms of pregnancy that may or may not be real. I hate it. I just want this too be done! It's almost a relief when AF shows because at least I go back to my normal self instead of a baby obsessed goon.
Having said that...I really do feel like this may be our month. I do think I have several symptoms and though I am hesitant to say it, I feel pregnant. But then you doubt yourself. It doesn't help that I was 4 weeks late before a positive pregnancy test showed for Sara. Hopefully this doesn't prove true for the next pregnancy. I am just really anxious to finish our family, to have it complete and know this is my whole family and set goals together.
In other news, work is going well. I love the hours I work. I love that I don't really work with anyone. I just go there, do my job and go home to my real life. Some people I bet think I am lame because I have little ambition for a career, but I just don't. Since I can remember I have just wanted to be a mommy. That is the "job" I want to excel at and put my whole heart into. A career would just get in the way. I have my sad little job where I still get to be a mommy all day except for the last 2 hours.
My sister is coming down in December and I am getting excited! I love her like WOAH! She is my sisterpants and need to have some sucka time.
November is the 49ers@Cardinals game. Now that football season has started I am way more excited about that!! A little trip for just Jeff and I=BLISS!