It's my monthly freak out time.

Yup, 3 days before AF is scheduled to show I am started to become a crazy baby wanting lady!  I have all kinds of symptoms of pregnancy that may or may not be real.  I hate it.  I just want this too be done!  It's almost a relief when AF shows because at least I go back to my normal self instead of a baby obsessed goon.

Having said that...I really do feel like this may be our month.  I do think I have several symptoms and though I am hesitant to say it, I feel pregnant.  But then you doubt yourself.  It doesn't help that I was 4 weeks late before a positive pregnancy test showed for Sara.  Hopefully this doesn't prove true for the next pregnancy.  I am just really anxious to finish our family, to have it complete and know this is my whole family and set goals together.

In other news, work is going well.  I love the hours I work.  I love that I don't really work with anyone.  I just go there, do my job and go home to my real life.  Some people I bet think I am lame because I have little ambition for a career, but I just don't.  Since I can remember I have just wanted to be a mommy.  That is the "job" I want to excel at and put my whole heart into.  A career would just get in the way.  I have my sad little job where I still get to be a mommy all day except for the last 2 hours. 

My sister is coming down in December and I am getting excited!  I love her like WOAH!  She is my sisterpants and need to have some sucka time.

November is the 49ers@Cardinals game.  Now that football season has started I am way more excited about that!!  A little trip for just Jeff and I=BLISS!